I used to have something i do not ever thought of

You guys bring out the best in me , i swear. a perfect line to explore among. Thanks . but you've all crossed and left my path. Thats a truth that could never be a lie. i believe it'll never be mine again. from the truth of who you are and what you do. that's not a life i would want to treasure. i need someone to cross my path together . learn together from the past experiences and learn to have a better future. though i admit i always had wanted it so fucking badly. i had to admit. "you" exceptionally brought out the best in. i SWEAR! you bring the smile on me when i frowned . You made me laugh whenever i did not feel like. i used to treasure this too much and did not realize how i have been treating my other friends and studies. i had to make sure you were happy. till i realize the neglect i have tremendously thrown aside. i miss the (you) . thats will only be left as memories i guess. i'll always remember i used to had a best funny guy friend. too bad too sad. nothing can change that was long time settled. i can see who other left my path. one that never left me in side. i believe. but its not the right way i guess too. Its always suppose to meant the other way. you have someone else not supposedly to me. you should treasure. i admit i needed you there sometime. but selfishness is not suppose to be in consideration. i know what to do. it might be selfish but i have no choice. Not now but later. i need time . true friends stay by you but others just crossed your path like a way to walk home. true friends are like jewels, hard to find but very very rare, fake ones are like fall leave founded all over , i had to admit. but now i needed to do what i needed to do.